今晚，我完全属于你的。
你最好侵入我每一个脑细胞，把我的脑袋塞得满满地都是你的倩影。
我会，试着接受你。
吼！头脑黄黄的你们，我看到你们的思维咯！在想些什么有的没的！
“啪！”
正经一点。
化学，今晚我跟你没完没了！读不完，绝不休！哼！
我讲的是这些，不是你们想的那些。醒醒啦。
这一秒，无聊的简嘉欣从她隐居了一阵子的竹林钻出来了。为什么竹林，不为什么，只为喜欢。
突然有股冲动，想要无无聊聊的闹一下，只是现在是考试季节，打扰别人不好吧。
自己颓废就算了，不可以要别人跟我一起受罪。
这一点，我秉持。
想说，现在我很开心。
不为什么，就单纯的开心。
所有的问题解决了吗？所有的不懂搞懂了吗？所有的烦恼不见了吗？
没有，都没有。
那为什么开心？
因为想笑，所以开心； 因为想家，所以开心； 因为还活着，所以开心。
因为爸爸的一句话，所以开心。
“学习开心就好。”，心情超低落的我听着爸爸沉稳而安全的声音。
嘴角扬了起来，眼泪差那么一点点就掉下来。忍着。
因为这句看似简单的话告诉了我，你爱我。
不管我是谁，我做了什么，做得好不好，最重要的是你会希望我开心。
老实说，要是哪天你问我，“成绩考得怎样？”， 我想我会心痛。哈！
还好你没有。至少还没有。
对，我是个被宠坏的孩子。
一个把家人给我的自由当成理所当然的傢伙。
我知道，因为我的努力你们都看得见，所以你们从来不曾干涉我的学业，我的生活。
但是我知道你们永远都站在我的身后，默默地。
在我累了、困了的时候，让我依靠。
珍惜你们给了我的自由。
所以，我要大大声地告诉你们：
这一刻，我是开心的！
下一秒，我不晓得。可是我相信，人生起起落落，有哪个从来没有伤心过的人？
若此人存在，请到我这边来。
我会告诉他：“你不懂开心，因为你不曾伤心。”
没有山谷就不会有山峰，没有雨天就不会有彩虹。
别人的毁谤只会升华你的人格。
曾经看过这么一句话。挺有意思的。
管你怎样看我，我比谁都了解我自己。
我，问心无愧。
简嘉欣，加油！
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
大学新体验，太棒了。
那一刻，我不知道哪里来的勇气，异常镇定的面对那双大大的眼睛。一点都不畏惧，甚至不担心。
理直气壮地，我没有口吃，没有低头，把话说好。甚至连我自己都吓了一跳，我竟然没有一丝恐慌。
我，被指抄袭了。对，抄袭。
可是我没有！
坐在我前面的，应该是科系助理吧。向来不管别人是谁的我，还是决定不管她的职位。 把该说的，说了，该做的，做了。然后就离开那间让我突然变得大胆起来的房间。 心情莫名的空虚。
不懂到底该怎么反应。哭吗？生气吗？还是内疚？
决定放空。
直到回到房间后。静了下来，头脑才开始围着刚刚的话打转。
“你知道这很严重吗？ 你可是可以被记过，进而影响以后的大学申请。”
“那我现在可以做些什么吗？”
“现在没有办法了。”
静。身边的空气像外面的天气一样，冷得让人僵硬。
越想就越怕，开始不知所措。
电话响起，爸爸来电。完蛋了。我知道，听见他的声音只会让我更想哭。
料中了。
不要说你爱我，不要说没关系。那样我很愧疚。
至少骂骂我。让我可以把我混乱的心情转化成自卫。让我顶嘴。
可是你没有。
谢谢你。谢谢你对我的信任。
让我哭得更凶。哈哈。
算了。反正没有这样的经历，十年以后的那天，我会大大声地告诉别人，
“这，是我人生的新体验！”
即使不是令人羡慕的。
我的人生不写在纸上，是一步一脚印，一点一滴，汇集起来的经验。
后记：记过就记过，反正也没有试过。哼！谁怕谁。
（其实我在怕。）
理直气壮地，我没有口吃，没有低头，把话说好。甚至连我自己都吓了一跳，我竟然没有一丝恐慌。
我，被指抄袭了。对，抄袭。
可是我没有！
坐在我前面的，应该是科系助理吧。向来不管别人是谁的我，还是决定不管她的职位。 把该说的，说了，该做的，做了。然后就离开那间让我突然变得大胆起来的房间。 心情莫名的空虚。
不懂到底该怎么反应。哭吗？生气吗？还是内疚？
决定放空。
直到回到房间后。静了下来，头脑才开始围着刚刚的话打转。
“你知道这很严重吗？ 你可是可以被记过，进而影响以后的大学申请。”
“那我现在可以做些什么吗？”
“现在没有办法了。”
静。身边的空气像外面的天气一样，冷得让人僵硬。
越想就越怕，开始不知所措。
电话响起，爸爸来电。完蛋了。我知道，听见他的声音只会让我更想哭。
料中了。
不要说你爱我，不要说没关系。那样我很愧疚。
至少骂骂我。让我可以把我混乱的心情转化成自卫。让我顶嘴。
可是你没有。
谢谢你。谢谢你对我的信任。
让我哭得更凶。哈哈。
算了。反正没有这样的经历，十年以后的那天，我会大大声地告诉别人，
“这，是我人生的新体验！”
即使不是令人羡慕的。
我的人生不写在纸上，是一步一脚印，一点一滴，汇集起来的经验。
后记：记过就记过，反正也没有试过。哼！谁怕谁。
（其实我在怕。）
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
GO go GO!!!
Just finished watching "A Bug's Life" on PPS, given myself a whole 2 hours break. Good. I'm left with about 15 minutes before I get started on physics revision. Finals is starting in 3 days time. *Tremble*...
Being nervous and predicting what might be will only increase my anxiety, hence, I've decided to do what that can still be done now.
Now.
Present.
Look at this very moment, there's nothing to be feared of. Only to think of the unknown will we be terrified, then why in the first place think about it? =)
In less than 10 days time and I'm done! Looking forward to making snowman and snow-tomato! XD
Promised Jun Wen that I'll make him a snowman. Promised tomato a snow-tomato! haha... Promised Ephraem a christmas gift. Just wait, I keep my promises.
(p/s: Tomato, maybe not.)
No more slacking, no more procrastinating.
Go go Go!!!
Being nervous and predicting what might be will only increase my anxiety, hence, I've decided to do what that can still be done now.
Now.
Present.
Look at this very moment, there's nothing to be feared of. Only to think of the unknown will we be terrified, then why in the first place think about it? =)
In less than 10 days time and I'm done! Looking forward to making snowman and snow-tomato! XD
Promised Jun Wen that I'll make him a snowman. Promised tomato a snow-tomato! haha... Promised Ephraem a christmas gift. Just wait, I keep my promises.
(p/s: Tomato, maybe not.)
No more slacking, no more procrastinating.
Go go Go!!!
Friday, December 3, 2010
雪·幸运·想念
下雪了。
跑在上学的路上，棉花般的雪花落在脸颊上，冰冰的。快迟到了！
无心欣赏它的美。
走在沿路长着大棵大棵树的小径上，看着黑黑的松鼠，大力吸一口气，精神为之一振。
一群低飞的鸽子冲着我来。
“噼噼啪啪”,那是飞翔的声音。
我听见了。
雪花继续飘落，无声、无息。落在手掌心，瞬间溶化。
很美。
曾经，只有在电视荧幕才看得见的雪；如今，它就在眼前：看得见、碰得到。
惊觉，我是幸运的。
回过头，身边没有熟悉的身影，只有我。
要是你们都在就好。
白痴的笑了一下，迈开脚步，继续往前走。
把对你们的思念存好，作为我生活的养分。
发现自己好像长大了，虽然心里那个孩子还活着。
终于了解飞翔是要付出代价的。
既然决定翱翔，就要准备面对那无可预测的气流，顺流或逆流。
我，不怕。
等我，看我飞回你们的怀抱。^^
跑在上学的路上，棉花般的雪花落在脸颊上，冰冰的。快迟到了！
无心欣赏它的美。
走在沿路长着大棵大棵树的小径上，看着黑黑的松鼠，大力吸一口气，精神为之一振。
一群低飞的鸽子冲着我来。
“噼噼啪啪”,那是飞翔的声音。
我听见了。
雪花继续飘落，无声、无息。落在手掌心，瞬间溶化。
很美。
曾经，只有在电视荧幕才看得见的雪；如今，它就在眼前：看得见、碰得到。
惊觉，我是幸运的。
回过头，身边没有熟悉的身影，只有我。
要是你们都在就好。
白痴的笑了一下，迈开脚步，继续往前走。
把对你们的思念存好，作为我生活的养分。
发现自己好像长大了，虽然心里那个孩子还活着。
终于了解飞翔是要付出代价的。
既然决定翱翔，就要准备面对那无可预测的气流，顺流或逆流。
我，不怕。
等我，看我飞回你们的怀抱。^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
哦。
不同的歌曲勾起不同的回忆；不同的倩影让我想起不同的你；不同的环境却改变不了同样的我。 还是一样的粗心大意，还是一样的乱七八糟，还是一样的无聊，喜欢闹人。只是你们都不在，我闹谁去？能够忍受我“烦死人不偿命唠唠叨叨东西做不完”的ah ma在远方的那里。原意听我大喊大唱、歌大声到整间屋子都听得见的家人也不在这里。可以让我有事没事就去看一眼、摸一下的Money现在大概在太阳底下享受着日光浴吧。我是谁它搞不好都不记得了。可是我想它。
床单洗了，随着那洗衣机的打转，家的味道也不见了。感觉更空虚了。还好，还有bobo和pillow. 哈哈。
大姑告诉我说你喝汤时总会想起我。心里抽了一下。我也很想你啊！想你的声音、你的味道、你的肩膀。还有你的厨艺！ah ma...
你叫我用功。给我飞吻。哦！
爸爸叫我不要给自己太大的压力。哦！
mummy说会帮我收红包。哦！
hou hou 叫我早睡。哦！（==“）
woof woof!!! 哦！
床单洗了，随着那洗衣机的打转，家的味道也不见了。感觉更空虚了。还好，还有bobo和pillow. 哈哈。
大姑告诉我说你喝汤时总会想起我。心里抽了一下。我也很想你啊！想你的声音、你的味道、你的肩膀。还有你的厨艺！ah ma...
你叫我用功。给我飞吻。哦！
爸爸叫我不要给自己太大的压力。哦！
mummy说会帮我收红包。哦！
hou hou 叫我早睡。哦！（==“）
woof woof!!! 哦！
Friday, November 5, 2010
A day off.
Life's been pretty hectic lately, sometimes to the extent that I'd lost in the midst of all the things which're going on. Nothing is going perfectly well, nothing is wrong either. Depending on how I want to view it. And, fortunately, I've learnt how to balance myself, mentally, to not over stress or to over slack. Credit. Yet one step higher in the stairs of life. =)
Today's a Thursday. I decided to give myself a day off. Went for a free movie screening together with a few of my friends. The movie, titled " The Cove", is a documentary about dolphin killings. It's good to know that there are people who are protecting the rights of animals, but it's disappointing to know that there are also people who are totally ignorant of animal rights and continue with their senseless, brutal acts which they claim to be their culture. ==" It boils my blood to see how merciless dolphin hunters can be. They stab dolphins as though they are stabbing some lifeless object, devoid of any feeling. Such is an act of pest eradication, so-called. Since when have dolphins turned into pest? Sigh. Something has to be done.
Apart from feeling rather unmotivated and indolent, I'm good. =) wakaka... Tomorrow's Friday! yeah, despite the upcoming calculus test on Wednesday. Yeah. I like weekends.
Miss home still the same. =) Something to be happy over, that's because I have a home! Literally and idiomatically.
Signing off to a shower.
Today's a Thursday. I decided to give myself a day off. Went for a free movie screening together with a few of my friends. The movie, titled " The Cove", is a documentary about dolphin killings. It's good to know that there are people who are protecting the rights of animals, but it's disappointing to know that there are also people who are totally ignorant of animal rights and continue with their senseless, brutal acts which they claim to be their culture. ==" It boils my blood to see how merciless dolphin hunters can be. They stab dolphins as though they are stabbing some lifeless object, devoid of any feeling. Such is an act of pest eradication, so-called. Since when have dolphins turned into pest? Sigh. Something has to be done.
Apart from feeling rather unmotivated and indolent, I'm good. =) wakaka... Tomorrow's Friday! yeah, despite the upcoming calculus test on Wednesday. Yeah. I like weekends.
Miss home still the same. =) Something to be happy over, that's because I have a home! Literally and idiomatically.
Signing off to a shower.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Hello, midterms... =)
Midterms are approaching in less than 3 days time. First up, chemistry, followed by music, then biology and physics. I am feeling somewhat relaxed, or rather, lazy. The usual situation that I experience. Whenever exams are nearing, I am inclined to watch more dramas, to spend my time doing something else than the supposed revising. Heck! Still can't change that.
When it's morning, I will have a sense that the day is still young, thus, procrastinate. Then, by the time I realise the sun's set, I'd start to fumble. Darkness crawls in and that's when I will start to regret not having well-spent my day. Finally, ending my day with textbooks around me on my bed. XD The "kayan-ness". If only the sun never sets. Thinking ahead, two more weeks and midterms're over! Then I am temporarily freed of exams for a while. And, by the time I've got these done, it will be then the end of October. Yet another month. =) wakakaka...
Another thing that made my day today was hearing Ethan plays the piano. He's so super duper awesome! I am impressed, completely. The first song he played, "Fantasie Impromptu" by Chopin. Stunned. That's how I must have looked like. Without a score, with almost nil error. His fingers played the keyboard as though they are born to be there. The touch, the flexibility. How beautifully presented. Stupefied I am for I have tried that song ages ago and given up on it. Haha... And now, once again, I am inspired to give it another try. Ethan, you're simply great! =)
That's it, signing off to bed. Or, probably to nightmares with textbooks. Haha! Miss the weather back in Malaysia, the food and most of all, the people!
When it's morning, I will have a sense that the day is still young, thus, procrastinate. Then, by the time I realise the sun's set, I'd start to fumble. Darkness crawls in and that's when I will start to regret not having well-spent my day. Finally, ending my day with textbooks around me on my bed. XD The "kayan-ness". If only the sun never sets. Thinking ahead, two more weeks and midterms're over! Then I am temporarily freed of exams for a while. And, by the time I've got these done, it will be then the end of October. Yet another month. =) wakakaka...
Another thing that made my day today was hearing Ethan plays the piano. He's so super duper awesome! I am impressed, completely. The first song he played, "Fantasie Impromptu" by Chopin. Stunned. That's how I must have looked like. Without a score, with almost nil error. His fingers played the keyboard as though they are born to be there. The touch, the flexibility. How beautifully presented. Stupefied I am for I have tried that song ages ago and given up on it. Haha... And now, once again, I am inspired to give it another try. Ethan, you're simply great! =)
That's it, signing off to bed. Or, probably to nightmares with textbooks. Haha! Miss the weather back in Malaysia, the food and most of all, the people!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
ABCD... 1234...
ABCD...1234... What do you see?
Kindergarten student: "Letters and numbers."
Piano player: "Notes and finger numberings."
Mathematician: "Sequence. [n(n+2)]/2."
University students: "GRADES and MARKS!"
That's what we call different perspectives. It's really a matter of how we view something and how important we take it. The position that we're in, the things that we encounter and experience will all affect ourselves, of our interpretations and decisions. Thus, as a university student, I hereby acknowledge the other possible perspectives and pronounce that learning is not all about grades and mark but the process. Sigh... If only the university and the society realise this.
Okay, enough craps.
WEEK no. 3.5 at Canada.
Life has been good (definition of "good": still surviving). Things have started to settle down and daily routine is well-cycled by now. Class, Breaks, Class, Breaks. Practically, that's the outline of my life here. I am living on campus. So, literally, I don't leave school at all. How lovely is that, like a bird confined to a cage, only there're no metal bars around me. I'm stuck inside here. Whenever there's class, I head to class, when there's no class, I shut myself in the room and listen to musics that play over and over again while I work on my studies. Well, there are times when we venture out too. That's one of my favourite to-do-s here. Get out of the university compound and go somewhere. Sadly, my sense of direction is almost nil, if anything, I'd most likely get lost. XD Though I like going out alone just to take in whatever is happening outside or simply to indulge in loneliness. It feels rather good sometimes to be all by myself, but not all the time, not especially when people around you are in groups and beaming joyously.
Studies are as usual, easy when you understand it and hard when you don't. The idea remains. Proven to hold by ka yan. >< And yes, one more thing about the calculus course that I am currently enrolled in, it requires loads of proving. Sigh... Simply crazy. Sometimes before I manage to grasp the concept, those notes that I copied off the board look like alien codes. Haha... But I'll make some sense out of them somehow. 'Ask' or 'Sit & Think'! More the latter until I really couldn't figure it out, then the former. The typical ka yan style. =)
On the note that winter is approaching, a couple of us have bought ourselves winter clothes. Part of me is anticipating and excited, part of me is not so looking forward to it, part of me wants it to be over soon, because that will mean it's closer to summer holidays, and hence, to the time when I can go home! I want my bed. And ah ma's home-cooked food and soup.
I'll be good. =) I'll miss home though. XP People back there at Malaysia,
"I'll be back!" haha...
Off to a shower and back to work to obtain ABCD... 1234... Sigh!
Kindergarten student: "Letters and numbers."
Piano player: "Notes and finger numberings."
Mathematician: "Sequence. [n(n+2)]/2."
University students: "GRADES and MARKS!"
That's what we call different perspectives. It's really a matter of how we view something and how important we take it. The position that we're in, the things that we encounter and experience will all affect ourselves, of our interpretations and decisions. Thus, as a university student, I hereby acknowledge the other possible perspectives and pronounce that learning is not all about grades and mark but the process. Sigh... If only the university and the society realise this.
Okay, enough craps.
WEEK no. 3.5 at Canada.
Life has been good (definition of "good": still surviving). Things have started to settle down and daily routine is well-cycled by now. Class, Breaks, Class, Breaks. Practically, that's the outline of my life here. I am living on campus. So, literally, I don't leave school at all. How lovely is that, like a bird confined to a cage, only there're no metal bars around me. I'm stuck inside here. Whenever there's class, I head to class, when there's no class, I shut myself in the room and listen to musics that play over and over again while I work on my studies. Well, there are times when we venture out too. That's one of my favourite to-do-s here. Get out of the university compound and go somewhere. Sadly, my sense of direction is almost nil, if anything, I'd most likely get lost. XD Though I like going out alone just to take in whatever is happening outside or simply to indulge in loneliness. It feels rather good sometimes to be all by myself, but not all the time, not especially when people around you are in groups and beaming joyously.
Studies are as usual, easy when you understand it and hard when you don't. The idea remains. Proven to hold by ka yan. >< And yes, one more thing about the calculus course that I am currently enrolled in, it requires loads of proving. Sigh... Simply crazy. Sometimes before I manage to grasp the concept, those notes that I copied off the board look like alien codes. Haha... But I'll make some sense out of them somehow. 'Ask' or 'Sit & Think'! More the latter until I really couldn't figure it out, then the former. The typical ka yan style. =)
On the note that winter is approaching, a couple of us have bought ourselves winter clothes. Part of me is anticipating and excited, part of me is not so looking forward to it, part of me wants it to be over soon, because that will mean it's closer to summer holidays, and hence, to the time when I can go home! I want my bed. And ah ma's home-cooked food and soup.
I'll be good. =) I'll miss home though. XP People back there at Malaysia,
"I'll be back!" haha...
Off to a shower and back to work to obtain ABCD... 1234... Sigh!
Friday, September 17, 2010
The sun; the warmth.
Woke up at 9 today, feeling happy because it's a Friday. Yesterday was a bad day; Today shall be a good day. When I pulled open the curtain, something warm shone in. The sun gilded my textbooks and my table. I felt the heat, the skin-piercing ray. Like I am back in Malaysia. How nice the feeling was. =)
Was video calling with my mum, heard my dog barking outside there. His usual loud, sometimes annoying voice. Wah!!! I miss you, Money!!! I wish you will still remember me when I'm back.
I'm learning to fall.
Today will be a better day.
Was video calling with my mum, heard my dog barking outside there. His usual loud, sometimes annoying voice. Wah!!! I miss you, Money!!! I wish you will still remember me when I'm back.
I'm learning to fall.
Today will be a better day.
My third Thursday at Canada...
Yes, I am keeping track of time here. How long have I been here, how long is it to the day when I can head back to the only place that I call home. Was reading my chemistry lab manual and my mum came to talk to me. She told me about the complications and troubles in sending the things that I've requested for. We were talking about my garfield. The courier company requires a detailed description of the soft toy. What?! Like I'd hide drugs in it. We were joking, mummy saying they'd probably "operate" my garfield and see if he contains any prohibited materials. In the midst of joking, I told her, perhaps garfield should just stay at home, it's cold over here. Then, that saves all the trouble for my parents. But as I typed that sentence, tears started welling in my eyes. Stupid. I realise now how much I miss home. Things haven't really started to get tough yet, but I am already feeling so burdened. Who says university life is fun? Not when you're away from home.
Today, it rained, heavily. It was awfully cold. I am glad someone's there with me when I was stuck without an umbrella. =) The route to my class was a long one but it didn't in any way stopped me from going. I know, this is not going to be easy, nothing is. I will be tough and steady, that's what my mother asked me to be.
"Okay.", I promised.
Missing home badly tonight.
Today, it rained, heavily. It was awfully cold. I am glad someone's there with me when I was stuck without an umbrella. =) The route to my class was a long one but it didn't in any way stopped me from going. I know, this is not going to be easy, nothing is. I will be tough and steady, that's what my mother asked me to be.
"Okay.", I promised.
Missing home badly tonight.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Kan Ka Yan = Me
It's self reflection time. Having been here at Canada for quite sometime now, I've received the same question for a couple of times from different person: Why are you so quiet?
I've never thought that being quiet is a problem nor do I think that it's weird to be quiet. Perhaps the people around me had always bear with me or it's normal to them. Here, however, is not quite the case. Everyone is sociable and likes to talk, a lot. They'd talk about almost everything, even if you just met them a few seconds ago. They are friendly, undoubtedly. Sometimes, their over friendliness sort of freaks me out. I don't tell a person whom I am not close to about everything, much less a new stranger whom I recognise only a name. No. That's not me. The same question coming from different mouths made me wonder, for a split second, if I am not-right. Then it all comes back to the issue: Who am I?
Sometimes I am noisy, annoying, lame and talkative. That's when I am with people whom I am familiar with, such as family and friends.
Sometimes I am eerily quiet, shy and scared. That's when I am with people whom I am not familiar with, such as new friends and strangers.
But I'd consider myself more an introvert. Not so sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Someone told me it's just preference and I think he's right. =)
Ultimately, I am me! I am not anti-social, just not so good in making new friends but I guess friends come along as you walk the road of your life. No matter who you are, there will be someone who is willing to accept you the way you are. Those are who you call a true friend. So, I'll just be myself.
Someone asked me if I'd cried yet up until now. I gave a firm "No". The person seemed to be shock by my answer. Haha! I am myself, impressed. I thought I will. But I haven't. At least not yet. =) Guess we do grow. Despite the unwillingness.
Signing off to a shower. ^^
I've never thought that being quiet is a problem nor do I think that it's weird to be quiet. Perhaps the people around me had always bear with me or it's normal to them. Here, however, is not quite the case. Everyone is sociable and likes to talk, a lot. They'd talk about almost everything, even if you just met them a few seconds ago. They are friendly, undoubtedly. Sometimes, their over friendliness sort of freaks me out. I don't tell a person whom I am not close to about everything, much less a new stranger whom I recognise only a name. No. That's not me. The same question coming from different mouths made me wonder, for a split second, if I am not-right. Then it all comes back to the issue: Who am I?
Sometimes I am noisy, annoying, lame and talkative. That's when I am with people whom I am familiar with, such as family and friends.
Sometimes I am eerily quiet, shy and scared. That's when I am with people whom I am not familiar with, such as new friends and strangers.
But I'd consider myself more an introvert. Not so sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Someone told me it's just preference and I think he's right. =)
Ultimately, I am me! I am not anti-social, just not so good in making new friends but I guess friends come along as you walk the road of your life. No matter who you are, there will be someone who is willing to accept you the way you are. Those are who you call a true friend. So, I'll just be myself.
Someone asked me if I'd cried yet up until now. I gave a firm "No". The person seemed to be shock by my answer. Haha! I am myself, impressed. I thought I will. But I haven't. At least not yet. =) Guess we do grow. Despite the unwillingness.
Signing off to a shower. ^^
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Day no.6 at Canada
It's been almost a week since the plane I took landed on Pearson Airport, Toronto. I wouldn't say that I have gotten used to the place here, but up until now, I am still alive, that is. The weather is bearable for the moment, it's only really cold when there's wind blowing right at your face. Another thing about Canada, there are lots of different people all over the world that have either migrated here or came over to study. They are if anything, awesome speakers. They talk a lot and get along with people easily. Me? Not so much. I think sometimes, "Silence is gold". So not applicable here at Canada. Anyway, I didn't purposely keep quiet. It's just I don't know what to say. And I think it's nice to be silent and listen instead. Hmmm... Like a sponge, I just listen and take in information. Talk only when I feel like it, or when I need to. So, just keep absorbing, absorbing, absorbing... *Thinking of spongebob squarepants right now*
Today was a tiring day. Walked around the whole campus during "Amazing Race". After that, walked some more to get some necessities with Edmond. It was an extremely long walk, my legs felt like they're tied to heavy weights and my muscles were - if they could make noise- screaming for help. Haha... There were a few moments when I thought of how when I was young, my father would carry me on his back when I'm tired walking. Then it dawned on me, amplifying the fact that I've grown up now and should walk my own path. I'll be good. I promise. =)
Those back at home, take care. I miss you all. ^^
Today was a tiring day. Walked around the whole campus during "Amazing Race". After that, walked some more to get some necessities with Edmond. It was an extremely long walk, my legs felt like they're tied to heavy weights and my muscles were - if they could make noise- screaming for help. Haha... There were a few moments when I thought of how when I was young, my father would carry me on his back when I'm tired walking. Then it dawned on me, amplifying the fact that I've grown up now and should walk my own path. I'll be good. I promise. =)
Those back at home, take care. I miss you all. ^^
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
The day before departure.
Tomorrow's the day, the day to leave, the day to embark on a new journey, the day that I've anticipated, the day that I now am apprehensive of. Yes, 2/9/2010 marks an important point in my life, I'll be going abroad to Canada to further my studies. It has always been my dream to study abroad and now it's a dream come true, though not yet a sure thing that I'll graduate with flying colours but at least a start.
With all these about-to-come-s, I know not how to feel. I am for one second excited, next second worried, another second afraid. One minute I'm beaming at the thought of landing my feet on a new land, walking my own path; next minute my tears are rolling down my cheeks with thoughts of leaving home and everything so dear to me running wild in my mind. I am contradicting. No doubt.
I am afraid of the new environment there, I am afraid that I may not be able to cope with my studies, I am afraid of all the lonely nights when I wish I could be home, I am afraid that things won't be the same any more when I'm finally back here, to where I belong.
I am eager to explore the new world there, I am eager to learn more, I am eager to indulge in university life. Yet it seems to me like all the wants are less powerful than all the fears. Heck! I am going to stay positive from now on. Yes. Positive. =)
Thanks to all those that sent their blessings to me, no matter in what forms, be it speech, actions, gifts...... I'll take them all with me and do my very best to make you people proud. Meanwhile, may you all be in good health and great happiness. I'll miss every single one of you here.
Kan Ka Yan is feeling like a dummy. A stupid one who cries over something that is to be happy over. Haha...
Feeling AWESOME now! ^^
With all these about-to-come-s, I know not how to feel. I am for one second excited, next second worried, another second afraid. One minute I'm beaming at the thought of landing my feet on a new land, walking my own path; next minute my tears are rolling down my cheeks with thoughts of leaving home and everything so dear to me running wild in my mind. I am contradicting. No doubt.
I am afraid of the new environment there, I am afraid that I may not be able to cope with my studies, I am afraid of all the lonely nights when I wish I could be home, I am afraid that things won't be the same any more when I'm finally back here, to where I belong.
I am eager to explore the new world there, I am eager to learn more, I am eager to indulge in university life. Yet it seems to me like all the wants are less powerful than all the fears. Heck! I am going to stay positive from now on. Yes. Positive. =)
Thanks to all those that sent their blessings to me, no matter in what forms, be it speech, actions, gifts...... I'll take them all with me and do my very best to make you people proud. Meanwhile, may you all be in good health and great happiness. I'll miss every single one of you here.
Kan Ka Yan is feeling like a dummy. A stupid one who cries over something that is to be happy over. Haha...
Feeling AWESOME now! ^^
Sunday, August 29, 2010
The Last Saturday Here Until Then
Today's one of the best days of my life!
Morning: Badminton session
Woke up on time today, got myself ready and prepared for the final badminton session before leaving to Canada with secondary school friends. Wei Kiat, as he always does, gave me a ride to the sport centre. And surprisingly today, someone who usually doesn't show up, showed up. Guoy Zhi Ren, yes, you! Haha... Then as usual, we had badminton matches. Sweat not that much today. Probably because I spent more time taking pictures and simply staring at them playing than playing myself. It was the first time I brought a camera with me during badminton sessions. Felt so not right. After the two-hour-session, we split into groups and headed home to take a shower before the following activities: Karaoke at Timesquare and dinner at my place. Wei Kiat took a shower at my house and then we proceeded to Timesquare in Zhen Ting's car.
Afternoon: Karaoke
When we arrived, Steph, Siew Wei and Jun Wen had already been waiting for quite a long while. Gave them apologetic smiles and together we stood outside of Neway, awaiting our beloved organiser, Ng Yung Hyun and a few others to arrive. By 3, we were all seated in room 26. Did what we should be doing in a karaoke room: Picked songs and sang. Again, din't sing much today, was busy with the camera. Though I have to admit I am not a good photographer. It was hard to get them willingly look at my camera. Not all of them at least. But it was fun as it has always been. And yes, again we were joined by rare guests: Eugene Low and Yeong Bin.
p/s: Zhi Ren's girl friend has a great voice. Beautiful.
In the midst of karaoke-ing, daddy phoned me and asked me to get myself the pair of sport shoes that I like. Got it right before we all got to my house. It was darn expensive. But I seriously like it.
Another phone call from Edmond when "Thunder" was being played. Good timing. Haha... Didn't recognise his voice initially though it was shown on the caller ID: Edmond?. Was told about his flight date and could almost confirm mine. We're not on the same flight. Jeez... Guess I'm not seeing SkullCandy so soon. XP
Evening till midnight: Dinner and farewell
Peggy, Aunt Ho and Aunt Tan were already there at my house when we all returned from Timesquare.
While everyone started to feast on the food that was prepared, Steph and I chose to play the piano. She's simply awesome. Her capability to play a song upon hearing is amazing. We played "Hey Soul Sister" together and a few other songs. Got a simple lesson on "Automatic" and played her parts of "Vanilla Twilight". And there's no need to say, she picked it up real fast. Then everyone hanged around and talked. Kah How showed up for a while after he had his dinner with his family. Received gifts from them, though I expected none. Was surprised and grateful. Wei Kiat gave me something that I would never imagined. A self-made-box with a paper folded rose and a note. I was stunned for a second, not knowing what to say. Then a book from Steph, another book lover like myself. And a pair of sunglasses from Eugene and YB. Not forgetting the notebook and pencil from my brother's friends. Also, Peggy, Mun Yue, Mei Yee, thanks.
And then, another surprise yet. A cake! They bought me a cake, cheesecake. Though I only had one pinch, I was touched. THANKS people! When it was around 11 something, some left. Shook hands and hugged. Bye! It was nice catching up with each other. By 12 midnight, everyone's gone. I felt good.
Special thanks to daddy, mummy, grandma and Tomato!
Morning: Badminton session
Woke up on time today, got myself ready and prepared for the final badminton session before leaving to Canada with secondary school friends. Wei Kiat, as he always does, gave me a ride to the sport centre. And surprisingly today, someone who usually doesn't show up, showed up. Guoy Zhi Ren, yes, you! Haha... Then as usual, we had badminton matches. Sweat not that much today. Probably because I spent more time taking pictures and simply staring at them playing than playing myself. It was the first time I brought a camera with me during badminton sessions. Felt so not right. After the two-hour-session, we split into groups and headed home to take a shower before the following activities: Karaoke at Timesquare and dinner at my place. Wei Kiat took a shower at my house and then we proceeded to Timesquare in Zhen Ting's car.
Afternoon: Karaoke
When we arrived, Steph, Siew Wei and Jun Wen had already been waiting for quite a long while. Gave them apologetic smiles and together we stood outside of Neway, awaiting our beloved organiser, Ng Yung Hyun and a few others to arrive. By 3, we were all seated in room 26. Did what we should be doing in a karaoke room: Picked songs and sang. Again, din't sing much today, was busy with the camera. Though I have to admit I am not a good photographer. It was hard to get them willingly look at my camera. Not all of them at least. But it was fun as it has always been. And yes, again we were joined by rare guests: Eugene Low and Yeong Bin.
p/s: Zhi Ren's girl friend has a great voice. Beautiful.
In the midst of karaoke-ing, daddy phoned me and asked me to get myself the pair of sport shoes that I like. Got it right before we all got to my house. It was darn expensive. But I seriously like it.
Another phone call from Edmond when "Thunder" was being played. Good timing. Haha... Didn't recognise his voice initially though it was shown on the caller ID: Edmond?. Was told about his flight date and could almost confirm mine. We're not on the same flight. Jeez... Guess I'm not seeing SkullCandy so soon. XP
Evening till midnight: Dinner and farewell
Peggy, Aunt Ho and Aunt Tan were already there at my house when we all returned from Timesquare.
While everyone started to feast on the food that was prepared, Steph and I chose to play the piano. She's simply awesome. Her capability to play a song upon hearing is amazing. We played "Hey Soul Sister" together and a few other songs. Got a simple lesson on "Automatic" and played her parts of "Vanilla Twilight". And there's no need to say, she picked it up real fast. Then everyone hanged around and talked. Kah How showed up for a while after he had his dinner with his family. Received gifts from them, though I expected none. Was surprised and grateful. Wei Kiat gave me something that I would never imagined. A self-made-box with a paper folded rose and a note. I was stunned for a second, not knowing what to say. Then a book from Steph, another book lover like myself. And a pair of sunglasses from Eugene and YB. Not forgetting the notebook and pencil from my brother's friends. Also, Peggy, Mun Yue, Mei Yee, thanks.
And then, another surprise yet. A cake! They bought me a cake, cheesecake. Though I only had one pinch, I was touched. THANKS people! When it was around 11 something, some left. Shook hands and hugged. Bye! It was nice catching up with each other. By 12 midnight, everyone's gone. I felt good.
Special thanks to daddy, mummy, grandma and Tomato!
Friday, August 27, 2010
Nothing's changed
Date: 27 Aug, 2010
Highlight #1: Elaine and May flying off to Toronto
Woke up early and shot for the airport in daddy's UNSER. Feeling okay, not sad, rather anticipating. Imagined how Elaine would react when she sees me; Figured that we won't cry; Can't wait to pass them the gifts that I've made. Arrived at the airport, before getting down from the car, dad decided that he will wait for me and send me home when I'm done. Nodded in silence, thought of Edmond, who was supposed to take me home. Wondered how to tell him. Pushed that thought away once I stepped into the airport. Looked around frantically, not wanting to waste a second that I could spend with Elaine and May. About to dial May's phone when I heard, "Yan Yan...". That voice. Yes! Before my eyes could locate the source of the voice, someone grabbed me by my hand. It was May! She in her formal attire and blazer. Greeted her relative, who was with her. Then we hurried to where Elaine and her family were gathering. Hugged Elaine from her back, gave her a shock. =) That smile and the typical-Elaine-laughter, sounded. "Si gin...". Haha! Felt so great to meet them again. Quickly passed them two the gifts for I was told that they need to board in a very short while. (What?! It's not even 7.30am.) Waved to her family and said hi before sitting down beside her and grabbed each other like long lost friends. No words could have describe the unnamed happiness in me. Later, we were joined by Edmond and JS. A short photo session and then they were boarded. Before that, not forgetting the hugs. We hugged and promised we'll see each other over there.
Bye, Elaine. Bye, May tze.
I pray you guys a safe and enjoyable trip. Bon voyage!
Highlight #2: Me getting my hair trimmed
It's about time to get a hair cut before leaving to Canada. Al-right. After mummy sent my brother to tuition, we headed to the salon. While my hair was being washed, I giggled when I felt fingers moving around my neck. Guess I gave the lady who was busy washing my hair a shock. "Is this your first time having your hair washed by people?"
"The second time.", continued giggling. XP
Done washing, it's time for some trimming.
"How would you like your hair cut? Short?"
"No, I'm keeping them. Just trim a little."
Done. =) Home.
Bro:"Have you got your hair cut?"
Me:"Yes."
Bro:"I don't see the difference."
Me:"..."
Highlight #3: Mummy preparing for tomorrow's party (farewell for me and belated b'day for Hou)
Drinks, plastic plates and bowls. We need to stock them up for tomorrow. Hence, we went shopping at "Segi". Picked up packet drinks and can drinks. They are heavy. Aiks... Managed them all into the trolley. Mummy was pushing the trolley while I looked for plates and bowls. Found them at a corner. Yea. Paid and piled things up inside the trolley with the help of a worker there. Thanked him though I am not sure if he understands me. He's most probably a foreign worker from Indonesia. Not too sure. Took over the trolley while mummy checked the receipt. Realised the trolley was so heavy. Down a slide the trolley went, with me trying to stop it. Succeed. Together my mum and I placed everything into the car and went home. Satisfied. Mummy will be making jelly tomorrow. Sorry, I won't be there to help. Going out with friends. Yes! ^^
Yet another day of my simple life. ^^
Highlight #1: Elaine and May flying off to Toronto
Woke up early and shot for the airport in daddy's UNSER. Feeling okay, not sad, rather anticipating. Imagined how Elaine would react when she sees me; Figured that we won't cry; Can't wait to pass them the gifts that I've made. Arrived at the airport, before getting down from the car, dad decided that he will wait for me and send me home when I'm done. Nodded in silence, thought of Edmond, who was supposed to take me home. Wondered how to tell him. Pushed that thought away once I stepped into the airport. Looked around frantically, not wanting to waste a second that I could spend with Elaine and May. About to dial May's phone when I heard, "Yan Yan...". That voice. Yes! Before my eyes could locate the source of the voice, someone grabbed me by my hand. It was May! She in her formal attire and blazer. Greeted her relative, who was with her. Then we hurried to where Elaine and her family were gathering. Hugged Elaine from her back, gave her a shock. =) That smile and the typical-Elaine-laughter, sounded. "Si gin...". Haha! Felt so great to meet them again. Quickly passed them two the gifts for I was told that they need to board in a very short while. (What?! It's not even 7.30am.) Waved to her family and said hi before sitting down beside her and grabbed each other like long lost friends. No words could have describe the unnamed happiness in me. Later, we were joined by Edmond and JS. A short photo session and then they were boarded. Before that, not forgetting the hugs. We hugged and promised we'll see each other over there.
Bye, Elaine. Bye, May tze.
I pray you guys a safe and enjoyable trip. Bon voyage!
Highlight #2: Me getting my hair trimmed
It's about time to get a hair cut before leaving to Canada. Al-right. After mummy sent my brother to tuition, we headed to the salon. While my hair was being washed, I giggled when I felt fingers moving around my neck. Guess I gave the lady who was busy washing my hair a shock. "Is this your first time having your hair washed by people?"
"The second time.", continued giggling. XP
Done washing, it's time for some trimming.
"How would you like your hair cut? Short?"
"No, I'm keeping them. Just trim a little."
Done. =) Home.
Bro:"Have you got your hair cut?"
Me:"Yes."
Bro:"I don't see the difference."
Me:"..."
Highlight #3: Mummy preparing for tomorrow's party (farewell for me and belated b'day for Hou)
Drinks, plastic plates and bowls. We need to stock them up for tomorrow. Hence, we went shopping at "Segi". Picked up packet drinks and can drinks. They are heavy. Aiks... Managed them all into the trolley. Mummy was pushing the trolley while I looked for plates and bowls. Found them at a corner. Yea. Paid and piled things up inside the trolley with the help of a worker there. Thanked him though I am not sure if he understands me. He's most probably a foreign worker from Indonesia. Not too sure. Took over the trolley while mummy checked the receipt. Realised the trolley was so heavy. Down a slide the trolley went, with me trying to stop it. Succeed. Together my mum and I placed everything into the car and went home. Satisfied. Mummy will be making jelly tomorrow. Sorry, I won't be there to help. Going out with friends. Yes! ^^
Yet another day of my simple life. ^^
Go...
Just one simple question and it brings this dilemma up: Is my decision right?
Staring into the reflection in the mirror, a song sounded in my mind.
"Get up and go, take a chance and be strong...
DON'T LOOK BACK JUST GO, take a breath and move on... "
Yes, that's exactly what I should be doing right now.
The song has been repeating for countless time on my player.
Yes, Kan Ka Yan, Don't look back, just GO!
Someone asked: dun go can ar?
I answered: cannot.
Good Job! very firm of you. Haha... anyway, I am coming back la duh... ok?
OK.
Staring into the reflection in the mirror, a song sounded in my mind.
"Get up and go, take a chance and be strong...
DON'T LOOK BACK JUST GO, take a breath and move on... "
Yes, that's exactly what I should be doing right now.
The song has been repeating for countless time on my player.
Yes, Kan Ka Yan, Don't look back, just GO!
Someone asked: dun go can ar?
I answered: cannot.
Good Job! very firm of you. Haha... anyway, I am coming back la duh... ok?
OK.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Ong Choon Hoong
Ong Choon Hoong.
A name that has been buried for so long in my memory, now resurfaced! Yes, he's my primary school mate, the one who had been my monitor for 5 consecutive years, the one that made me help him with stacks of books and the one who called me a pig head and still does. Looking back, it's really been a long journey that we've walked over after graduating with our UPSR. And i'm glad we're still at least a part of each other's lives.
Just like he used to be, that mr. is tall and fair. Only now with a look that says: I'm a grown-up. Knowing now that he's already a university student over at Hong Kong, I feel proud for the once quiet genius who sat beside me. =)
All the best, u!
A name that has been buried for so long in my memory, now resurfaced! Yes, he's my primary school mate, the one who had been my monitor for 5 consecutive years, the one that made me help him with stacks of books and the one who called me a pig head and still does. Looking back, it's really been a long journey that we've walked over after graduating with our UPSR. And i'm glad we're still at least a part of each other's lives.
Just like he used to be, that mr. is tall and fair. Only now with a look that says: I'm a grown-up. Knowing now that he's already a university student over at Hong Kong, I feel proud for the once quiet genius who sat beside me. =)
All the best, u!
Friday, August 20, 2010
Bye bye...
Bye bye, KKY!!!
Bye bye, Sofhan!
Woke up at 5.30 am today feeling energetic despite the fact that I slept late last night. Checked the 2 sms-es on my phone and got myself prepared, ready to meet Keat Yang and Sofhan at the airport. Took KLIA Express for the very first time, with Edmond. The price was a rip off!
RM35 - one way trip. To and fro = RM70. But it's worth it. =)
Met up with Keat Yang, KKC and Sofhan in front of KFC. Didn't talk much. I listened instead, to both Edmond and KKY. Them with their casual conversation. Took some photos and it was time for them to leave. Shook hands with KY and hugged Sofhan. As I am here typing now, I wonder what they are doing on the plane. Wishing them a safe trip.
There's a voice that will be missed... For sure.
Take care, people.
Bye bye, Sofhan!
Woke up at 5.30 am today feeling energetic despite the fact that I slept late last night. Checked the 2 sms-es on my phone and got myself prepared, ready to meet Keat Yang and Sofhan at the airport. Took KLIA Express for the very first time, with Edmond. The price was a rip off!
RM35 - one way trip. To and fro = RM70. But it's worth it. =)
Met up with Keat Yang, KKC and Sofhan in front of KFC. Didn't talk much. I listened instead, to both Edmond and KKY. Them with their casual conversation. Took some photos and it was time for them to leave. Shook hands with KY and hugged Sofhan. As I am here typing now, I wonder what they are doing on the plane. Wishing them a safe trip.
There's a voice that will be missed... For sure.
Take care, people.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Emptiness...
Lately, have been leading a life that feels empty. Yes, literally, EMPTY.
There's no ups and no downs, just one horizontal straight line. BORING.
Ask me what I have been doing? How's my day? A typical ka yan's day which includes waking up late, doing nothing, staring into nothingness, playing piano, surfing the net, and some reading.
So that's it! That's me and my holiday life. Soon, very soon, this is coming to an end and I can already see myself wanting these moments back when there are piled up assignments.
Then what do I want now? I don't know. ><
What's in my mind? Nothing. Blank.
I shall stop being like this. Come on. Cheer!
^^
There's no ups and no downs, just one horizontal straight line. BORING.
Ask me what I have been doing? How's my day? A typical ka yan's day which includes waking up late, doing nothing, staring into nothingness, playing piano, surfing the net, and some reading.
So that's it! That's me and my holiday life. Soon, very soon, this is coming to an end and I can already see myself wanting these moments back when there are piled up assignments.
Then what do I want now? I don't know. ><
What's in my mind? Nothing. Blank.
I shall stop being like this. Come on. Cheer!
^^
Friday, August 13, 2010
Half day at KLCC
Woke up late,
Sorry to have made someone wait,
Arrived safe,
KLCC's great.
Took a look,
Quick,
Like a snake,
*shake shake*.
Kinokuniya's the best place,
Felt silence,
And peace.
Watched "The Last Airbender",
Wasn't part of the plan,
But whatever.
Reached home by 3.15pm.
=)
Sorry to have made someone wait,
Arrived safe,
KLCC's great.
Took a look,
Quick,
Like a snake,
*shake shake*.
Kinokuniya's the best place,
Felt silence,
And peace.
Watched "The Last Airbender",
Wasn't part of the plan,
But whatever.
Reached home by 3.15pm.
=)
Friday, August 6, 2010
As dreams come true... 梦寐以求。
As dreams come true, My........ as before.
Pace not as fast
Mind not as determined
Spirit not as eager
Passion not as fierce
Words not as strong
As dreams come true, My........ doubled, tripled, quadrupled...
Fear
Anxiety
Excitement
Anticipation
Hesitations
As dreams come true, It is not as ........ as thought.
Beautiful
Perfect
Faraway
Simple
Wondrous
As dreams come true, I should be ........
Brave
Humble
Grateful
Strong
ME
As dreams come true, I realised that dream and reality can never be the same. There are to some extend, some differences. Gone were those pictures of imagination, here awaiting is a whole new journey, a once in a lifetime journey that I'll not walk it twice. GO GO GO! =)
梦想和现实永远保持着一段距离。当那段距离拉近时，才发现很多的希望并没有想象中的完美。
回首想一想，这些都是自己渴望的，不是吗？算梦寐以求吧？
嘻嘻。嘴角不禁扬起一丝微笑。
嘲笑，矛盾的自己。
加油！
Pace not as fast
Mind not as determined
Spirit not as eager
Passion not as fierce
Words not as strong
As dreams come true, My........ doubled, tripled, quadrupled...
Fear
Anxiety
Excitement
Anticipation
Hesitations
As dreams come true, It is not as ........ as thought.
Beautiful
Perfect
Faraway
Simple
Wondrous
As dreams come true, I should be ........
Brave
Humble
Grateful
Strong
ME
As dreams come true, I realised that dream and reality can never be the same. There are to some extend, some differences. Gone were those pictures of imagination, here awaiting is a whole new journey, a once in a lifetime journey that I'll not walk it twice. GO GO GO! =)
梦想和现实永远保持着一段距离。当那段距离拉近时，才发现很多的希望并没有想象中的完美。
回首想一想，这些都是自己渴望的，不是吗？算梦寐以求吧？
嘻嘻。嘴角不禁扬起一丝微笑。
嘲笑，矛盾的自己。
加油！
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Penang Trip
29 July, 2010 - 31 July, 2010
Was away from KL for the past two days to go on a Penang trip.
Aim: To enjoy being together with friends before leaving for Canada.
Hypothesis: Everyone will be happy during the trip.
Apparatus and Materials:
Luggages, Bus, Cars, Accommodation, Cash.
Procedure:
1. Participants, namely Yan, May, XY, JS, Gan, KKC, Kah Wai, Yi Ming, Kerk, Chee Weng, gathered at Bukit Jalil bus station.
2. At Sg.Nibung station, participants were sent to Anggerik Lodging by KKY and JW.
3. Lunch at "Genting". Then, cendol.
4. Picked up Ying Wei and spent the evening at "Sunset Bistro".
5. Dined at a place name not recorded.
6. Spent the night at Queensbay. Chill.
7. Bed time.
8. Morning breakfast roti bakar at Anggerik lodging canteen.
9. Brunch.
10. Everyone all geared up for Taman Negara Pulau Pinang.
11. Climbed. Sweat. Arrived at Pantai Kerachut. Wet. Thirsty.
12. Boarded the boat to head back.
13. Saw dolphins! The best part of the trip! Shouts. *Point, point* "Here! There!"
14. Bathed.
15. Went to KKY's house for BBQ: plucked coconuts, made fire, ate, drank, talked, laughed, some emo-ed.
16. Awesome night. Thanks, KKY.
17. Midnight, everyone back to rooms and slept.
18. Sent CW off and then breakfast.
19. Everyone headed home separately.
20. Final goodbye to KKY and JW before leaving. Ultimate goodbye to KKY and all the best over at McGill.
Data Collected:
Smiling faces, emo faces, stoned faces, loud voices, whispers, laughters, photos.
Data interpretation:
Everyone was normal. Nothing odd detected. Humans have emotions.
Conclusion:
Hypothesis accepted. Everyone enjoyed the trip and had a blast.
*Note: double deck bed was shaky.
: shower was cold.
: presence of ubiquitous mosquitoes.
Signed,
Ka Yan =)
Was away from KL for the past two days to go on a Penang trip.
Aim: To enjoy being together with friends before leaving for Canada.
Hypothesis: Everyone will be happy during the trip.
Apparatus and Materials:
Luggages, Bus, Cars, Accommodation, Cash.
Procedure:
1. Participants, namely Yan, May, XY, JS, Gan, KKC, Kah Wai, Yi Ming, Kerk, Chee Weng, gathered at Bukit Jalil bus station.
2. At Sg.Nibung station, participants were sent to Anggerik Lodging by KKY and JW.
3. Lunch at "Genting". Then, cendol.
4. Picked up Ying Wei and spent the evening at "Sunset Bistro".
5. Dined at a place name not recorded.
6. Spent the night at Queensbay. Chill.
7. Bed time.
8. Morning breakfast roti bakar at Anggerik lodging canteen.
9. Brunch.
10. Everyone all geared up for Taman Negara Pulau Pinang.
11. Climbed. Sweat. Arrived at Pantai Kerachut. Wet. Thirsty.
12. Boarded the boat to head back.
13. Saw dolphins! The best part of the trip! Shouts. *Point, point* "Here! There!"
14. Bathed.
15. Went to KKY's house for BBQ: plucked coconuts, made fire, ate, drank, talked, laughed, some emo-ed.
16. Awesome night. Thanks, KKY.
17. Midnight, everyone back to rooms and slept.
18. Sent CW off and then breakfast.
19. Everyone headed home separately.
20. Final goodbye to KKY and JW before leaving. Ultimate goodbye to KKY and all the best over at McGill.
Data Collected:
Smiling faces, emo faces, stoned faces, loud voices, whispers, laughters, photos.
Data interpretation:
Everyone was normal. Nothing odd detected. Humans have emotions.
Conclusion:
Hypothesis accepted. Everyone enjoyed the trip and had a blast.
*Note: double deck bed was shaky.
: shower was cold.
: presence of ubiquitous mosquitoes.
Signed,
Ka Yan =)
Belated B'day Celebration
27 July, 2010
The day before our meeting with JPA; The day for my official enrollment in courses; The day when we gathered together again after being apart for more than half a month; The day for a late birthday celebration with Elaine and May Tze.
5 a.m sharp, 15 mins before alarm was set to ring:
"Ah Yan, Hei San Lo!", grandma pulling off my blanket with the intention to wake me up. Attempt 1 failed. Few minutes later, again another nudge. Rubbing my eyes, pretending to get off the bed, I fell back on the bed after she left my room. =) Genius!
In the end, I still got up before 5.35 a.m, which was my assigned enrollment time. Didn't even bother to brush my teeth, I switched on the laptop and stared. 20 minutes to go... Browsing through Facebook, not knowing what to see. Wished to get my courses done and go back to sleep. *Phone playing Happy Tree Friends Ringtone, screen blinking incoming call: Ng Xiao Ying*. They had arrived at kl central, clock reading 5.XX . I was told that they'll be here 6 something the night before. That's early! Hadn't even gotten my courses enrolled. Never mind, went out with daddy to pick them up. Was literally cruising on the road, few cars. Hence, speed.
Got them, head back home. Enrolled. Was slightly late and some classes were already full. Minimal change to the initial plan. Adjusted the classes. Satisfied. Eager. Anticipate. Fear. Exhausted. Tried to sleep, failed. We talked instead. About 9, HCC we went. Retrieved visas, met Corde, Yu Sin, Magtum, Thien, Zi Xin, etc.
Back at home after lunch at Mc Donald:
Laid around, talked a little, hid the gifts for Laine and May Tze. Anticipating Elaine's arrival from Sabah. Phoned Edmond for a ride to pick Elaine up. Request approved! =) Took a nap until Edmond arrived. Quickly stuffed the cake Edmond bought into the fridge without May noticing. Realised Edmond got his hair trimmed. Spikes! >< Failed to get Money into the cage. ==" Still, Edmond's in one piece. Later, together we went to KLIA and there, standing outside Gate 4, was our most anticipated friend, Elaine Gan! On our way back, Edmond took a wrong turn, but still remained steady as usual. He was right, alright. There is no getting lost, only to a different destination. =) Found our way home ultimately. Mond, thanks for the ride.
Dinner at my house. Caught up with each other, laughed until we all had stomach ache. Laine's medical check up experience was hilarious. So was she. The way she explained with her usual expressions and sampat-ness. Haha... =) About 9, the simple but sweet birthday celebration. Nice cake. Great friends. Perfect combination. Later, we climbed up the balcony and spent the night there for a while until Edmond had to leave. Sent him off while the others remained upstairs. Edmond handed me Laine and May Tze's gifts and 6 envelopes with numbers on. Instruction given was to guess which envelope belongs to who and only to open after we've each chosen one. The four of us, in my room, did as told. Xiao Ying got the numbers right at the very beginning but we didn't think so. But whatever, we opened all in the end. *sorry, mond!* Hehe... Edmond, the four of us felt grateful and still are feeling so to have you in our lives. =)
Bed time:
Ended the day with conversations. =)
A lovely meet up and stay over.
The day before our meeting with JPA; The day for my official enrollment in courses; The day when we gathered together again after being apart for more than half a month; The day for a late birthday celebration with Elaine and May Tze.
5 a.m sharp, 15 mins before alarm was set to ring:
"Ah Yan, Hei San Lo!", grandma pulling off my blanket with the intention to wake me up. Attempt 1 failed. Few minutes later, again another nudge. Rubbing my eyes, pretending to get off the bed, I fell back on the bed after she left my room. =) Genius!
In the end, I still got up before 5.35 a.m, which was my assigned enrollment time. Didn't even bother to brush my teeth, I switched on the laptop and stared. 20 minutes to go... Browsing through Facebook, not knowing what to see. Wished to get my courses done and go back to sleep. *Phone playing Happy Tree Friends Ringtone, screen blinking incoming call: Ng Xiao Ying*. They had arrived at kl central, clock reading 5.XX . I was told that they'll be here 6 something the night before. That's early! Hadn't even gotten my courses enrolled. Never mind, went out with daddy to pick them up. Was literally cruising on the road, few cars. Hence, speed.
Got them, head back home. Enrolled. Was slightly late and some classes were already full. Minimal change to the initial plan. Adjusted the classes. Satisfied. Eager. Anticipate. Fear. Exhausted. Tried to sleep, failed. We talked instead. About 9, HCC we went. Retrieved visas, met Corde, Yu Sin, Magtum, Thien, Zi Xin, etc.
Back at home after lunch at Mc Donald:
Laid around, talked a little, hid the gifts for Laine and May Tze. Anticipating Elaine's arrival from Sabah. Phoned Edmond for a ride to pick Elaine up. Request approved! =) Took a nap until Edmond arrived. Quickly stuffed the cake Edmond bought into the fridge without May noticing. Realised Edmond got his hair trimmed. Spikes! >< Failed to get Money into the cage. ==" Still, Edmond's in one piece. Later, together we went to KLIA and there, standing outside Gate 4, was our most anticipated friend, Elaine Gan! On our way back, Edmond took a wrong turn, but still remained steady as usual. He was right, alright. There is no getting lost, only to a different destination. =) Found our way home ultimately. Mond, thanks for the ride.
Dinner at my house. Caught up with each other, laughed until we all had stomach ache. Laine's medical check up experience was hilarious. So was she. The way she explained with her usual expressions and sampat-ness. Haha... =) About 9, the simple but sweet birthday celebration. Nice cake. Great friends. Perfect combination. Later, we climbed up the balcony and spent the night there for a while until Edmond had to leave. Sent him off while the others remained upstairs. Edmond handed me Laine and May Tze's gifts and 6 envelopes with numbers on. Instruction given was to guess which envelope belongs to who and only to open after we've each chosen one. The four of us, in my room, did as told. Xiao Ying got the numbers right at the very beginning but we didn't think so. But whatever, we opened all in the end. *sorry, mond!* Hehe... Edmond, the four of us felt grateful and still are feeling so to have you in our lives. =)
Bed time:
Ended the day with conversations. =)
A lovely meet up and stay over.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Time Machine
Yes.
Tonight it felt like years ago.
Like we were back to those days.
You are still the same.
You know how I feel and sure know how to make me feel.
You know who matters to me and that someone who matters always make me cry.
I din say a thing, not even a hint.
Yet you just knew that I was again, crying.
Just glad that you're back. =)
The one who listens to me, the one who tells me things.
I miss you, my friend.
Tell me this is no time machine, it's just you back after having gone for so long.
Tonight it felt like years ago.
Like we were back to those days.
You are still the same.
You know how I feel and sure know how to make me feel.
You know who matters to me and that someone who matters always make me cry.
I din say a thing, not even a hint.
Yet you just knew that I was again, crying.
Just glad that you're back. =)
The one who listens to me, the one who tells me things.
I miss you, my friend.
Tell me this is no time machine, it's just you back after having gone for so long.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Too Free that is...
Feeling like scrambled egg in a sandwich:
Sandwiched;
Squashed;
Stuck;
Breathless.
Feeling like a lizard hidden behind a picture:
Scared;
Cold;
Lost;
Hesitant.
Feeling like a piece of white paper:
Blank;
Nothingness;
Imaginative;
Still the emptiness.
Feeling like myself:
Happy;
Ambivalent;
Apologetic;
Confused;
Tangled thoughts.
Sandwiched;
Squashed;
Stuck;
Breathless.
Feeling like a lizard hidden behind a picture:
Scared;
Cold;
Lost;
Hesitant.
Feeling like a piece of white paper:
Blank;
Nothingness;
Imaginative;
Still the emptiness.
Feeling like myself:
Happy;
Ambivalent;
Apologetic;
Confused;
Tangled thoughts.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
乱七八糟
七月十日 星期六 天气阴
最近才看完一部台湾连续剧《命中注定我爱你》。是一部蛮旧的片子，可是依旧让人心动。戏中呢，像一般的偶像剧，女主角身边总会有两个男生为她无所不能、义无反顾的牺牲。不过这次，身为观众的我却有点意外我自己竟然没有一味可怜第二男主角，反而会同情他们三个。三个人的生活莫名其妙的交接在一起，在没有预告的情况下发生了碰撞，就像烈日后的暴雨，无可预测。自然的，每个人都会有不一样的应付对策。有的选择逃避；有的选择屈服；有的选择操纵。问题是，谁是对的，谁是错的？造成伤害的还是受伤的？实际上，又有谁能断定呢？很多时候对于错、黑与白仅仅那一线之差。更令人懊恼的是，中间存在着灰色地带。我们都忘了吗？两全其美并不是必然的，它是难得的。尤其在感情的框框里，两全其美的可能性是微乎其微。混乱吧？哈哈！不过也因为这种隐隐约约，飘浮不定的暧昧才让人们情不自禁的掉到爱情深谷。我只能说：很炫，很奇妙。
每个人都是不一样的。有的很平凡；有的不平凡。有些人天生丽质；有些相貌平平。但是我可以肯定的是，每个人都是唯一的，独特的。因为全世界就仅仅一个我，一个你跟一个他。不多也不少，就一个。一个人可以很不起眼，不过绝对不可以看不起自己，因为他是全世界唯一的他。回归现实，大部分的人都会以貌取人，这点无可否认。但是这样并不代表真正懂得欣赏内在美的人不存在。哈！就像戏里头的女主角终究还是以她的品德感动了男主角。对啦，别人会说戏剧都是骗人的，但是人家不也说人生如戏，戏如人生吗？可能人生的剧场没有戏剧般的夸张、浪漫，不过当中悟出的道理绝对跟我们的生活一样。导演还不都是把人生的经历，加上些些的幻想才把一部剧作出来的。
这些人生大道理还真是错中复杂，乱七八糟。想了也是白想。不过是真的挺有趣，因为我们永远不知道下一秒又会有怎么样的变化。偶尔看看戏，幻想一下下，应该没错吧！
好久没有用华语写这么长的一篇了。感觉还挺不赖。
加油！
嘉欣
最近才看完一部台湾连续剧《命中注定我爱你》。是一部蛮旧的片子，可是依旧让人心动。戏中呢，像一般的偶像剧，女主角身边总会有两个男生为她无所不能、义无反顾的牺牲。不过这次，身为观众的我却有点意外我自己竟然没有一味可怜第二男主角，反而会同情他们三个。三个人的生活莫名其妙的交接在一起，在没有预告的情况下发生了碰撞，就像烈日后的暴雨，无可预测。自然的，每个人都会有不一样的应付对策。有的选择逃避；有的选择屈服；有的选择操纵。问题是，谁是对的，谁是错的？造成伤害的还是受伤的？实际上，又有谁能断定呢？很多时候对于错、黑与白仅仅那一线之差。更令人懊恼的是，中间存在着灰色地带。我们都忘了吗？两全其美并不是必然的，它是难得的。尤其在感情的框框里，两全其美的可能性是微乎其微。混乱吧？哈哈！不过也因为这种隐隐约约，飘浮不定的暧昧才让人们情不自禁的掉到爱情深谷。我只能说：很炫，很奇妙。
每个人都是不一样的。有的很平凡；有的不平凡。有些人天生丽质；有些相貌平平。但是我可以肯定的是，每个人都是唯一的，独特的。因为全世界就仅仅一个我，一个你跟一个他。不多也不少，就一个。一个人可以很不起眼，不过绝对不可以看不起自己，因为他是全世界唯一的他。回归现实，大部分的人都会以貌取人，这点无可否认。但是这样并不代表真正懂得欣赏内在美的人不存在。哈！就像戏里头的女主角终究还是以她的品德感动了男主角。对啦，别人会说戏剧都是骗人的，但是人家不也说人生如戏，戏如人生吗？可能人生的剧场没有戏剧般的夸张、浪漫，不过当中悟出的道理绝对跟我们的生活一样。导演还不都是把人生的经历，加上些些的幻想才把一部剧作出来的。
这些人生大道理还真是错中复杂，乱七八糟。想了也是白想。不过是真的挺有趣，因为我们永远不知道下一秒又会有怎么样的变化。偶尔看看戏，幻想一下下，应该没错吧！
好久没有用华语写这么长的一篇了。感觉还挺不赖。
加油！
嘉欣
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Klang!
Date: 30 June, 2010
Friends: Edmond, Elaine, May, Win Shi, Jun Sheng, Wan Fong, Dai Lou(Yi Ming), Allen Ho, Cordelia
It wasn't my first time to Klang, but it sure was my first time at Klang with friends. The presence of you guys made Klang a more attractive and beautiful place. In fact, wherever you all are, there'll always be laughter. I have to admit, I never had friends as crazy and fun as these bunch of monkeys. Smart monkeys!
It's been a long time since I played in a playground. Got chased away by Casa guards before when we were messing around in the playground. Yes, we have grown up. As much as we do not want to, that is life. Time waits for no man. Grow! Might not be as tall as a tree, but what's important is our way of thinking and living. No one will be there for us all the time, it's ourselves ultimately though their supports are vital nonetheless.
Back to playground, right. We all had fun in the playground near Win Shi's new house. A moment for some reminiscing of memories. Took in fresh new experiences all the same. I guess everyone has a child in their hearts somewhere after all. =) Keep that!
Went round Klang in Win Shi's car, packed like sardin, literally. Yet, it wasn't at all torturous, it was awesome. >< How many times in your life do you get to be so close with your friends? Shoulders against shoulders, heads on each others' shoulders. The touch of a friend, the intimacy, the bond. =)
Profuse thanks to our friend, Win Shi, for being so kind to take us around.
Edmond, our photographer who took over 300 pictures a day. You are simply "Edmond"! Take it the way you like, whatever it means. =) You're great!
A wonderful day with wonderful friends. ><
Friends: Edmond, Elaine, May, Win Shi, Jun Sheng, Wan Fong, Dai Lou(Yi Ming), Allen Ho, Cordelia
It wasn't my first time to Klang, but it sure was my first time at Klang with friends. The presence of you guys made Klang a more attractive and beautiful place. In fact, wherever you all are, there'll always be laughter. I have to admit, I never had friends as crazy and fun as these bunch of monkeys. Smart monkeys!
It's been a long time since I played in a playground. Got chased away by Casa guards before when we were messing around in the playground. Yes, we have grown up. As much as we do not want to, that is life. Time waits for no man. Grow! Might not be as tall as a tree, but what's important is our way of thinking and living. No one will be there for us all the time, it's ourselves ultimately though their supports are vital nonetheless.
Back to playground, right. We all had fun in the playground near Win Shi's new house. A moment for some reminiscing of memories. Took in fresh new experiences all the same. I guess everyone has a child in their hearts somewhere after all. =) Keep that!
Went round Klang in Win Shi's car, packed like sardin, literally. Yet, it wasn't at all torturous, it was awesome. >< How many times in your life do you get to be so close with your friends? Shoulders against shoulders, heads on each others' shoulders. The touch of a friend, the intimacy, the bond. =)
Profuse thanks to our friend, Win Shi, for being so kind to take us around.
Edmond, our photographer who took over 300 pictures a day. You are simply "Edmond"! Take it the way you like, whatever it means. =) You're great!
A wonderful day with wonderful friends. ><
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The Best-est of the Best Holidays...
Redang! Yes, Redang!
Date: 15 June 2010 - 17 June 2010
Participants: Ka Yan, Xiao Ying, Elaine Gan, May Chung, Win Shi, Maggie, Max, Edmond Mok, Kar Choong, Jun Sheng, Wan Fong, Wai Meng, Kah Wai, Allen Ho Ming En, Fish Kerk, Swee Chuan, Jian Wei, Khe Lok, Zi Xin.
14 June 2010, 7.00 pm: Departure
Up the bus, into KTM, up another bus, made noise, slept.
Bus condition: cold cold cold.
Surroundings: dark dark dark.
Everyone slept I supposed, more or less.
15 June 2010, 4.30 am: Arrival at Kuala Terengganu Bus Station
Everyone looked for sleeping spots. Some got food, some just stood.
Toilet condition: No good.
Station condition: Not bad, not good either.
6.20 am: Headed to Merang Jetty
Bus: SBU 90
Everyone got up. Slept again.
9.00 am: Ferry ride
It was a fun ride! Bumping all the way, splashing all the way, Smiling all the way.
Took about 45 minutes to arrive at the blue-paradise.
Checked in. Missing slippers found buried under sand by dear Max and his girlfriend, Maggie.
Lost count of time: PLAY TIME!
Went out the sea, guys played volley ball, girls took photos. haha! Then, it was lunch time. Had lunch and prepared to go for our first snorkeling trip. All gears up, ready to go! Boarded the boat, off we went. *my watch was certified dead at 1.45 pm. >< I wore it into the sea. Genius!
1st snorkeling trip went well. Except for a few minor injuries. Gan cut his toe, Max hurt his foot.
The rest of the day was filled with our own activities: canoeing, simply immersing ourselves in the sea, drinking salt water.
Canoeing was a brand new experience for me, went off with edmond, thank god we didn't fell off the canoe but we did crash into people. Sorry! my bad. ><
After dinner, we planned a surprise party for xiao ying, my dear room mate. Unfortunately, she was too smart to be fooled. She sensed something was not right before we even took action. Hence, an awkward moment: me screaming cockroach, she ignoring me. In the end, we still sang her a birthday song and revealed our pre-prepared gift: 18 eggs with cute drawings.
A sweet moment.
Spent the night playing cards and violin.
*The neighbouring uncle came out and reminded us, me in particular, to be quiet. No violins at night. haha!
Cold night. Froze.
16 June 2010, morning: A Fresh Start
Early in the morning, a few of us woke up to catch the sun rise. Sadly, the rising sun was blocked by a mountain. Saw nothing. Enjoyed the morning sea breeze though. Another funny incident: Allen Ho, singing "This I Promised You" early in the morning, was again being requested to lower down his volume by the same uncle last night. haha!
After breakfast, to Marine Park we went. Saw a sea cucumber after being told by jian wei. Went far out to the sea with JW, Edmond and Chuan. Saw no turtles unfortunately.
Yet another nice experience.
Lunch. Rest. 3rd and final snorkeling trip. Brought along bread for feeding fish this time. Was fish-thirsty initially, went chasing after fish. Not so much after being bitten by a blue-stripped-white-fish. Screamed under water, was heard by kkc. ^^" paisehnya... Edmond was fortunate enough to have spotted a shark, none of us saw it after rushing over. Too bad.
That evening, it rained. Stayed in with May Tze, Laine and Xiao Ying.
Allen Ho was posing, or rather, enjoying himself sitting on the wooden fence with his earphones on. Went to talk to him and was later joined by Khe Lok, Wan Fong, Wai Meng and Xiao Ying. What a talk about our pasts. ><
Later that night, we went out with umbrellas to get souvenirs. Allen and Wai Meng bought the same necklace and was crowned "The Gay Partner".
Back to the hotel, the guys played Dare-Or-Dare in their room. Crappy things happened: jumping into the pools, licking hairs, etc. etc. In my room, there were May Tze, Laine, Xiao Ying and Kah Wai, munching on titbits and chatting. I went out for a talk with Jun Sheng.
Rainy night.
Cramped on the single bed with Xiao Ying that night. Just for fun! =)
17 June 2010, morning: Time to leave
Early, May Tze and Xiao Ying went off to watch the sunrise for the second time. Elaine and I slept until they came back. Packed our stuffs and were ready to check out. Need to catch the ferry at 9 o'clock.
Again, photo sessions on the ferry. Beautiful sea, clear sky, perfect combination. Goodbye, Redang!
A lifetime memory, with life-long friends. =)
Thanks to everyone who made this a success!
Date: 15 June 2010 - 17 June 2010
Participants: Ka Yan, Xiao Ying, Elaine Gan, May Chung, Win Shi, Maggie, Max, Edmond Mok, Kar Choong, Jun Sheng, Wan Fong, Wai Meng, Kah Wai, Allen Ho Ming En, Fish Kerk, Swee Chuan, Jian Wei, Khe Lok, Zi Xin.
14 June 2010, 7.00 pm: Departure
Up the bus, into KTM, up another bus, made noise, slept.
Bus condition: cold cold cold.
Surroundings: dark dark dark.
Everyone slept I supposed, more or less.
15 June 2010, 4.30 am: Arrival at Kuala Terengganu Bus Station
Everyone looked for sleeping spots. Some got food, some just stood.
Toilet condition: No good.
Station condition: Not bad, not good either.
6.20 am: Headed to Merang Jetty
Bus: SBU 90
Everyone got up. Slept again.
9.00 am: Ferry ride
It was a fun ride! Bumping all the way, splashing all the way, Smiling all the way.
Took about 45 minutes to arrive at the blue-paradise.
Checked in. Missing slippers found buried under sand by dear Max and his girlfriend, Maggie.
Lost count of time: PLAY TIME!
Went out the sea, guys played volley ball, girls took photos. haha! Then, it was lunch time. Had lunch and prepared to go for our first snorkeling trip. All gears up, ready to go! Boarded the boat, off we went. *my watch was certified dead at 1.45 pm. >< I wore it into the sea. Genius!
1st snorkeling trip went well. Except for a few minor injuries. Gan cut his toe, Max hurt his foot.
The rest of the day was filled with our own activities: canoeing, simply immersing ourselves in the sea, drinking salt water.
Canoeing was a brand new experience for me, went off with edmond, thank god we didn't fell off the canoe but we did crash into people. Sorry! my bad. ><
After dinner, we planned a surprise party for xiao ying, my dear room mate. Unfortunately, she was too smart to be fooled. She sensed something was not right before we even took action. Hence, an awkward moment: me screaming cockroach, she ignoring me. In the end, we still sang her a birthday song and revealed our pre-prepared gift: 18 eggs with cute drawings.
A sweet moment.
Spent the night playing cards and violin.
*The neighbouring uncle came out and reminded us, me in particular, to be quiet. No violins at night. haha!
Cold night. Froze.
16 June 2010, morning: A Fresh Start
Early in the morning, a few of us woke up to catch the sun rise. Sadly, the rising sun was blocked by a mountain. Saw nothing. Enjoyed the morning sea breeze though. Another funny incident: Allen Ho, singing "This I Promised You" early in the morning, was again being requested to lower down his volume by the same uncle last night. haha!
After breakfast, to Marine Park we went. Saw a sea cucumber after being told by jian wei. Went far out to the sea with JW, Edmond and Chuan. Saw no turtles unfortunately.
Yet another nice experience.
Lunch. Rest. 3rd and final snorkeling trip. Brought along bread for feeding fish this time. Was fish-thirsty initially, went chasing after fish. Not so much after being bitten by a blue-stripped-white-fish. Screamed under water, was heard by kkc. ^^" paisehnya... Edmond was fortunate enough to have spotted a shark, none of us saw it after rushing over. Too bad.
That evening, it rained. Stayed in with May Tze, Laine and Xiao Ying.
Allen Ho was posing, or rather, enjoying himself sitting on the wooden fence with his earphones on. Went to talk to him and was later joined by Khe Lok, Wan Fong, Wai Meng and Xiao Ying. What a talk about our pasts. ><
Later that night, we went out with umbrellas to get souvenirs. Allen and Wai Meng bought the same necklace and was crowned "The Gay Partner".
Back to the hotel, the guys played Dare-Or-Dare in their room. Crappy things happened: jumping into the pools, licking hairs, etc. etc. In my room, there were May Tze, Laine, Xiao Ying and Kah Wai, munching on titbits and chatting. I went out for a talk with Jun Sheng.
Rainy night.
Cramped on the single bed with Xiao Ying that night. Just for fun! =)
17 June 2010, morning: Time to leave
Early, May Tze and Xiao Ying went off to watch the sunrise for the second time. Elaine and I slept until they came back. Packed our stuffs and were ready to check out. Need to catch the ferry at 9 o'clock.
Again, photo sessions on the ferry. Beautiful sea, clear sky, perfect combination. Goodbye, Redang!
A lifetime memory, with life-long friends. =)
Thanks to everyone who made this a success!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
What used to seem so faraway is now so nearby...
It's 30th May, 2010. Few months away from flying to Canada, years away from the little Ka Yan who used to dream of owning a vet-clinic-with-vast-green-land-behind (still am thinking of that). Yes, it is true that I'm nearing my dream, but the road seems to get rougher as I go. Along the way, there are bumps, cliffs and spikes. Heck! Life's never easy. Glad that the flame in my heart is still burning though time and again, people don't see things as I do. I am telling you now, "Yes, I like animals! What's wrong with that?!" I have no idea where that passion comes from, but it's there, buried. I have no way to dig it out, why should I, anyway? I embrace that as part of my life, my target. It makes my life all the fulfilled and meaningful.
Mummy is getting ready for my departure though it's still months away. I, myself, am ambivalent. To be happy or not? Truth is, I am pretty excited about going to Canada. The thing is, I am reluctant to leave home. ==" Yea, I suck!
Feeling lazy lately, especially after obtaining offers from universities. I shouldn't be, I know. But I can't help myself. The bed is too tempting for a good nap! >
* Had fun with friends! You know who you are. Those who made me laugh like siao po... Thanks!
Friday, January 8, 2010
The battle in the kitchen!
Few hours ago, I was fumbling in the kitchen, battling with chickens, herbs, lady fingers and soysauce. The battle was not as fierce as a fight with a tiger, but it was really demanding, especially hard for someone who cooks not even once in a blue moon.
Menu of the day:
Herbal chicken
Lady fingers
Things started off pretty well, I didn't break anything, didn't burn anything and didn't cut myself. Just that it took quite some time to gather all the herbs because for god's sake, I never knew there are a myriad of them. I was rummaging through the refrigerator and guess what? I discovered many unknown little things that I suppose edible. It was like treasure hunt, looking for the one thing that you've never seen but you want it so badly. I had the recipe with me, but the herbs sure don't have names labelled on them. Hence, I decided to trust my olfactory sense, poking my nose into all kinds of weird looking herbs, I smelled. Yeah, like what my dog does best. Having all ingredients ready, then it's show time! Haha... It was easy then, I literally threw everything into the pot, including the chicken and the rest was the stove's job. Oh, before that, the "dong xam" (a kind of herb that looks like a twig) needs to be cut. To cut something never was a laborious task, I took the scissors and cut! Then, the horrible thing happened... That "twig" was as hard as stone, it just won't break. ==" I've thought of putting the whole thing without cutting but in the end I came up with an idea, a brilliant one I would say. I broke it with my hands. Genius! ><
When everything was done, then it's time to eat, the ultimate purpose of cooking afterall. So, everyone feasted and it was not bad. ^^
Just that I had mistaken "bak hap" for "yuk jok". haha...
I am hereby glad to announce that I've won the battle!
And the lesson learnt: learn your kitchen, learn the herbs, love the one who cooks for you. ^^
Menu of the day:
Herbal chicken
Lady fingers
Things started off pretty well, I didn't break anything, didn't burn anything and didn't cut myself. Just that it took quite some time to gather all the herbs because for god's sake, I never knew there are a myriad of them. I was rummaging through the refrigerator and guess what? I discovered many unknown little things that I suppose edible. It was like treasure hunt, looking for the one thing that you've never seen but you want it so badly. I had the recipe with me, but the herbs sure don't have names labelled on them. Hence, I decided to trust my olfactory sense, poking my nose into all kinds of weird looking herbs, I smelled. Yeah, like what my dog does best. Having all ingredients ready, then it's show time! Haha... It was easy then, I literally threw everything into the pot, including the chicken and the rest was the stove's job. Oh, before that, the "dong xam" (a kind of herb that looks like a twig) needs to be cut. To cut something never was a laborious task, I took the scissors and cut! Then, the horrible thing happened... That "twig" was as hard as stone, it just won't break. ==" I've thought of putting the whole thing without cutting but in the end I came up with an idea, a brilliant one I would say. I broke it with my hands. Genius! ><
When everything was done, then it's time to eat, the ultimate purpose of cooking afterall. So, everyone feasted and it was not bad. ^^
Just that I had mistaken "bak hap" for "yuk jok". haha...
I am hereby glad to announce that I've won the battle!
And the lesson learnt: learn your kitchen, learn the herbs, love the one who cooks for you. ^^
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