Thursday, April 26, 2012

All of Me -- Jon Schmidt

If cocaine gives people the euphoric effect, tonight, this one piece of piano music, "All of Me" by Jon Schmidt, is my cocaine. If there's anything that chases my bad mood away, it's music, for it needs no words. =)
missing you a little! =)

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

hippocampus!

Memory.
In the brain, hippocampus is believed to be responsible for the consolidation and formation of memory. But how exactly do all those microscopic brain cells work to retain "memory"? The brain is such a complex organ that it's still not fully understood by current knowledge, there's still much to discover. Within all the gyri and sulci, hidden somewhere is "memory". There's no way to capture memories using a camera, no way of keeping memories in a box, literally.
But there are stimulants around that remind us of something, it can be a photo, a scene, a melody, or even a scent. That's when I imagine the hippocampus in our brains go "ting!", cartoon-like, and memories flood our mind.

And now, dear hippocampus is activated upon seeing photos and words posted by a wise teacher, Mr. Wise.
TAMAN NEGARA!
Flashes of image and laughters playing back in my head, putting a smile on my face, a Duchenne smile. oO! A Duchenne smile is a sincere and true smile that involves specific facial muscles making you go ^v^. (The saliency remains one day after a psychology exam. XD)

I miss that summer, how we sweat like fiend after jungle tracking and how we lay down on the pathway looking at the sky. Stars hovering above, like shinning players against a dark backdrop. The satisfaction that comes from friendship and peace.
^^

I love my hippocampus. =)


Starry night * * * * *

Monday, April 16, 2012

速战速决

你们一个两个三个四个五个,放马过来。
速战速决,本大人要出去玩了!
再忍你个十二天,再撑你个288小时,再顶你个17280分钟,再拼你个1036800秒。

FIGHTING!


Sunday, April 15, 2012

烦恼

你有你的烦恼,我有我的烦恼。谁没有烦恼啊?

有个朋友心情低落,加上我的不理不睬,酝酿已久的怒气爆发。
看见Skype那句没有很友善的话,我没有生气,只是冷冷的回应。认识了这么久,难不成还会跟一个那么熟悉的朋友计较吗?让你出一下气我又不痛不痒,无所谓。=)
祝:心胸广阔

另一位朋友突然在Facebook上传:还是单身好!
可是明明她就有个对她很好,他们都很恩爱的男朋友。不晓得是发生了什么事,让我有那么一点的好奇,却又不至于熟悉到敢直接问。也只能讲些有的没的,减少她乱想的时间。哈哈。
祝海豚:早日康复

当我在烦恼书读不完,考试考不完的同时,其他人有着他们自己的烦恼。当我在烦恼晚上睡不着,早上睡不醒时,其他人同样也有自己的烦恼。听听别人的烦恼没有什么不好,就算帮不上忙,也可以是个好的听众。最怕的是在听完别人的烦恼以后,那些客气的谢谢啊,浪费了你的时间啊。
朋友啊朋友,我还不至于忙到连一点时间都抽不出来陪你。不是有没有时间,是要不要抽时间罢了。

突然有股冲动想去背包旅行,去看看这世界的烦恼,大家不同的烦恼。当我心情不好的时候,只要天空还是蓝的、辽阔的,我就会觉得我的烦恼很渺小。如果地球心情不好的话,怎么办?
啊?


“带自己去旅行,地图它没有意义” -- 《We Together》 林俊杰

Thursday, April 12, 2012

In 4 days... In 19 days... In 26 days...

In 4 days time, finals officially begin. Dealing with mountain-high-notes these few days with my best company all time: Music. Looking at how much I've learnt in one semester sometimes amaze myself. Problem is: I don't know every single details presented, hence the frustration when looking at some seemingly familiar ideas and go blank. <(O.O)> Haha...

In 19 days time, to Korea we go!!! Excited. Muahahahaha...

In 26 days time, =) I'll be sitting in the cosy Avanza heading back to home paradise. ^^


Summer Paradise - Simple Plan

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

早晨

今天醒得特别早,在和notes睡了一整晚以后。
看见窗外紫蓝色的晨曦,有一点点地神秘,很多的陌生。最后一次看晨曦不晓得是多久以前的历史。=P
躺在床上,周围一片寂静。双手垫着昏昏沉沉的脑袋,发了一下呆:在想,要读书呢还是继续睡。
房间灯依然亮着。


醒来时已经是11:30am。
难怪那么久没看见日出。==”


复活节快乐

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

天空

樱花开了,下午的天空额外漂亮。


可是傍晚的天空却是一种诡异的蓝,说不上来的不正常。

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Earth Hour

时间还没到8.30pm,我已经把房间的灯熄灭,剩下桌灯,散发出黄色的、微热的光线。今天,是Earth Hour,简单说,就是把所有的灯熄灭长达一个小时,节省能源。后来伟洺在8.30pm准时冲上楼,不客气地把全屋子上下所有的灯关掉,也解除了我要不要关桌灯的矛盾。黑黑的,就连睡觉都会开灯的我,突然陷入漆黑的一片。很好,现在可以正大光明的不用读书了,没有灯,怎么读?嘿嘿嘿。

静静的,暗暗的,让我想起不知道哪一年的Earth Hour,跟现在一样,我把家里的灯关掉,家里只有我、Ah Ma和Mummy,然后不准她们开灯一个小时。自己就悄悄地爬上天台,再小心翼翼的爬上屋顶,慢慢的躺下。很小心,很小心,因为我不想摔下去。哈哈。平躺在冰冷的瓦片上,看着黑夜,搜索星星的影子。那时候的心情平静。自己一个人享受着夜晚的陪伴,虽然硬硬的屋顶有点不是很舒服,但是一片沉默的同时却很幸福。
除了看星星,那时候还可以看见附近的住宅很多也跟着响应这个全世界的号召,房子都暗下来。突然有点像回到没有光的原始世界。=)

很抱歉我没有把电脑也关掉了,因为在没有人陪伴的空间里,唯一让我可以感受到我不是一个人的也只剩电脑了。Msn,这个虚拟的聊天室,已经不知不觉成为我的依赖。哈哈。凄惨吗?没有。其实距离我不到十步就坐着一个人,只是不想打扰别人享受沉默。

沉浸在黑暗中。

还剩三分钟。