我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道
--《当你》林俊杰
如果要我用一首歌来表达我的心情，那这首歌的词虽然不完全贴切，却很接近我的心情。 =)
Maybe some things are better left unsaid.
很多问号总是在见面时忘了要问什么，很多耿耿于怀也总是在见面时忘了要说什么。
总是看着那双眼睛，忘了问为什么。
就这样吧。
简嘉欣，是我的华文名字。
欣
Monday, November 28, 2016
当你
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道
--《当你》林俊杰
如果要我用一首歌来表达我的心情，那这首歌的词虽然不完全贴切，却很接近我的心情。 =)
Maybe some things are better left unsaid.
很多问号总是在见面时忘了要问什么，很多耿耿于怀也总是在见面时忘了要说什么。
总是看着那双眼睛，忘了问为什么。
就这样吧。
简嘉欣，是我的华文名字。
我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道
--《当你》林俊杰
如果要我用一首歌来表达我的心情，那这首歌的词虽然不完全贴切，却很接近我的心情。 =)
Maybe some things are better left unsaid.
很多问号总是在见面时忘了要问什么，很多耿耿于怀也总是在见面时忘了要说什么。
总是看着那双眼睛，忘了问为什么。
就这样吧。
简嘉欣，是我的华文名字。
Friday, November 25, 2016
Looking forward to Christmas
Looking forward to Christmas time. I wish that you're looking forward to it, too! 😉
melting...
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Yet another fruitful year
Yet another year of study has gone by.
About a year ago, I remember me studying in 206 at night, thinking to myself: How do the seniors in second year manage 7 subjects in one semester. Just the thought of it is intimidating. But now here I am, all done with 2nd year, still in one piece except for the occasional gloominess due to the overwhelming workload. Thankfully, I would say that this year has been a smooth sailing one.
Yet another nomadic year has gone by.
Getting ready to move out of 11 McCabe and on the hunt for a new house yet again. The transition, it seems so natural to me now. Been living like a nomad for the past 6 years, moving from one place to another, getting used to new places and new people for every transition. This year, the stay has been a pleasant one, too. Guess I do have a bit of luck with flatmates throughout all these years. And I am glad.
Yet another fruitful year has gone by.
Despite being constantly bombarded with a lot of info, including ridiculously hard-to-remember parasite names such as Macracanthorhynchus hirudinaceus, Physocephalus sexalatus and Gnathosoma spinigereum, I actually learned a lot, even after taking into account the fact that I will forget approximately 60% of what I have learned. The remaining 40% is still worth the while, because I have chosen this path myself.
Yet another year full of lessons.
To persevere even at times when you are exhausted; to appreciate the beauty in life; to listen to understand, not to judge; to stay positive even when the world around you is all rain and storm; to admit failure and faults because you are not perfect and will never be; to be grateful to the people who showed up at one point in your life because they make up a part of your memories that no others will remember; to be thankful for the few listening ears that know all your flaws but still open up their arms to you.
To the half cup empty housemate Dolly,
Saying goodbye to our moments in 11 McCabe and looking forward to another year of adventure together.
About a year ago, I remember me studying in 206 at night, thinking to myself: How do the seniors in second year manage 7 subjects in one semester. Just the thought of it is intimidating. But now here I am, all done with 2nd year, still in one piece except for the occasional gloominess due to the overwhelming workload. Thankfully, I would say that this year has been a smooth sailing one.
Yet another nomadic year has gone by.
Getting ready to move out of 11 McCabe and on the hunt for a new house yet again. The transition, it seems so natural to me now. Been living like a nomad for the past 6 years, moving from one place to another, getting used to new places and new people for every transition. This year, the stay has been a pleasant one, too. Guess I do have a bit of luck with flatmates throughout all these years. And I am glad.
Yet another fruitful year has gone by.
Despite being constantly bombarded with a lot of info, including ridiculously hard-to-remember parasite names such as Macracanthorhynchus hirudinaceus, Physocephalus sexalatus and Gnathosoma spinigereum, I actually learned a lot, even after taking into account the fact that I will forget approximately 60% of what I have learned. The remaining 40% is still worth the while, because I have chosen this path myself.
Yet another year full of lessons.
To persevere even at times when you are exhausted; to appreciate the beauty in life; to listen to understand, not to judge; to stay positive even when the world around you is all rain and storm; to admit failure and faults because you are not perfect and will never be; to be grateful to the people who showed up at one point in your life because they make up a part of your memories that no others will remember; to be thankful for the few listening ears that know all your flaws but still open up their arms to you.
To the half cup empty housemate Dolly,
Saying goodbye to our moments in 11 McCabe and looking forward to another year of adventure together.
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| Special credit to the housemate who always takes credit for downloading good quality animation. |
From the half cup full,
Yannibeans
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
晚霞
房间窗口向着西南方的其中一个好处就是春天每天都可以看日落时天空不一样颜色的晚霞。每天不一样的黄昏，提醒着我这一刻永远不会再回来。今天的黄昏不会和昨天的一样，明天的黄昏也不会和今天的一样。今天的晚霞有一抹淡淡的粉红，柔美得像一幅画。我想象如果能够看穿那一间间的房子和一棵棵的树，西边那里在慢慢落下的夕阳，会长什么样子。光想象，就很美。
你，多久没有看夕阳下山了。
=)
你，多久没有看夕阳下山了。
=)
陶醉在最微妙却也最旷阔的大自然的，
欣
Saturday, November 12, 2016
Reminder
Airasia sent me a reminder for my upcoming flight in 2 weeks time! Excitement unleashed.
Just like how I can't contain my excitement when I listen to this. PERFECTION is what it is. hahahahha...
Reminder to self:
Time to snap out of my own wishful thinking and nonsense feeling.
Melting in the song,
yan
Thursday, November 10, 2016
安慰
也许自己是一个受伤了会自己躲起来疗伤的人，会尽量不让别人看见我不开心的人，所以好像从来不会认真地安慰别人。只是偏偏又总是可以感受到别人的不开心。
有时候也会想，该怎样才能让一个伤心的人开心起来...
还是说，该怎样才能让一个伤心的人在我面前不用掩饰伤心，然后再重新出发。
太实际、太诚实、太赤裸裸，有时候未必是好事。
好像硬生生剥开别人的伤口一样，那么残忍。
真实却残酷。
善意的谎言，却又说不出口。
当乐观和罪恶感这两种极端的情绪同时出现时，怎么平衡。
我的乐观加你的悲观，然后萌生出的我的罪恶感... 就让太阳把它给晒走吧。=）
因为不是谁对谁错，只是蜜蜂和蝴蝶本质就不一样的事。
另外，最近世界因为各种宗教关系冒出来的问题让我突然有种奇怪的想法：
如果天堂存在的话，那里会不会其实佛祖啊、耶稣啊、上苍啊还是其他不同信仰的神明都常常一起聚餐下棋呢。
如果真有这么一回事，那又何必分你我。
能相互尊重，多好。
有时候也会想，该怎样才能让一个伤心的人开心起来...
还是说，该怎样才能让一个伤心的人在我面前不用掩饰伤心，然后再重新出发。
太实际、太诚实、太赤裸裸，有时候未必是好事。
好像硬生生剥开别人的伤口一样，那么残忍。
真实却残酷。
善意的谎言，却又说不出口。
当乐观和罪恶感这两种极端的情绪同时出现时，怎么平衡。
我的乐观加你的悲观，然后萌生出的我的罪恶感... 就让太阳把它给晒走吧。=）
因为不是谁对谁错，只是蜜蜂和蝴蝶本质就不一样的事。
另外，最近世界因为各种宗教关系冒出来的问题让我突然有种奇怪的想法：
如果天堂存在的话，那里会不会其实佛祖啊、耶稣啊、上苍啊还是其他不同信仰的神明都常常一起聚餐下棋呢。
如果真有这么一回事，那又何必分你我。
能相互尊重，多好。
还在找寻治愈别人伤口的方法的，
欣
Monday, November 7, 2016
My honourable friends
Dear Honourable friends,
Thanks for actually looking at the calender that I sent and for knowing that I am on the brink of going crazy when I start spamming our group chat. That is very fortunate of me to have a group of people to listen and reply to my nonsense. However, it is very unfortunate of you, my dear honourable friends, whom I would once in a while mention in my blog.
Dear Honourable friends,
I want sausage for BBQ when I am back. Thank you.
And now I am off to make the one food that my mom asks me not to eat so much, INSTANT NOODLES... Because under that good-girl-face of mine, is a rebellious soul.
Dear Honourable friends,
Thanks for featuring in my blog once again.
Featuring: Guoy, Kiat, Tomato.
Dear Honourable friends,
Know that I feel super blessed to have you guys.
Thanks for actually looking at the calender that I sent and for knowing that I am on the brink of going crazy when I start spamming our group chat. That is very fortunate of me to have a group of people to listen and reply to my nonsense. However, it is very unfortunate of you, my dear honourable friends, whom I would once in a while mention in my blog.
Dear Honourable friends,
I want sausage for BBQ when I am back. Thank you.
And now I am off to make the one food that my mom asks me not to eat so much, INSTANT NOODLES... Because under that good-girl-face of mine, is a rebellious soul.
Dear Honourable friends,
Thanks for featuring in my blog once again.
Featuring: Guoy, Kiat, Tomato.
Dear Honourable friends,
Know that I feel super blessed to have you guys.
Hanging off the cliff,
Yan
Sunday, November 6, 2016
在暴风雨中长大的小孩
久违的摄氏20度，推开窗给自己和窗沿的植物们新鲜空气。
阵阵的风吹进来，徐徐述说着外面的阳光，诱惑着还困在为期三个星期考试的我。
看着不停摇晃的小辣椒树，好像有点弱不经风。想着要不要把窗口关起来的那瞬间，却有了一种想法：在暴风中长大的孩子会更坚强。辣椒，我要你变得坚强，供应我无限的辣椒，所以我没有关窗。哈哈哈哈。
我不是一个在暴风中长大的孩子，虽然不愿意承认自己是温室里长大的草（对，称我自己是花好像很奇怪），但是我绝对没有经过什么大风大浪。没有认真的饿过肚子，没有认真的害怕过没有屋檐可以遮风避雨，更没有认真的被什么事情打击到从此一蹶不振。所以，我很幸运，就算跌跌撞撞，今天还是走在我自己想要走的路。
人生也不过短短几十年，那天May tze这样跟我说，有什么想说的就去说吧。
而我在脑里模拟了很多可能的情况，终究在将近两年后，还是原地踏步。哈哈哈。看来，我也只好认了，我是个没勇气的家伙。
你问我为什么喜欢蛍火の杜へ，可能那种必须一直压抑自己的心情，很像我。
我，终究只是个没勇气却时不时有莫明正能量的家伙。
阵阵的风吹进来，徐徐述说着外面的阳光，诱惑着还困在为期三个星期考试的我。
看着不停摇晃的小辣椒树，好像有点弱不经风。想着要不要把窗口关起来的那瞬间，却有了一种想法：在暴风中长大的孩子会更坚强。辣椒，我要你变得坚强，供应我无限的辣椒，所以我没有关窗。哈哈哈哈。
我不是一个在暴风中长大的孩子，虽然不愿意承认自己是温室里长大的草（对，称我自己是花好像很奇怪），但是我绝对没有经过什么大风大浪。没有认真的饿过肚子，没有认真的害怕过没有屋檐可以遮风避雨，更没有认真的被什么事情打击到从此一蹶不振。所以，我很幸运，就算跌跌撞撞，今天还是走在我自己想要走的路。
人生也不过短短几十年，那天May tze这样跟我说，有什么想说的就去说吧。
而我在脑里模拟了很多可能的情况，终究在将近两年后，还是原地踏步。哈哈哈。看来，我也只好认了，我是个没勇气的家伙。
你问我为什么喜欢蛍火の杜へ，可能那种必须一直压抑自己的心情，很像我。
我，终究只是个没勇气却时不时有莫明正能量的家伙。
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| 辣椒辣椒，我等你。xD |
因为有阳光而开心的
欣
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