By my side

When you feel so shitty and you try to hide it from everyone then someone sees through your text messages and gives you a call. When you try to pretend like everything's fine but couldn't make yourself say anything. When you hear that familiar voice through the speaker and start laughing while your tears start flowing. When all you need is just someone who stands by your side and not questioning. When you thought you are grown up and strong enough now then you made some really stupid mistakes you can only laugh at yourself. When you know it's a small matter but you can't help yourself feeling so useless.

Then you feel comforted knowing someone out there will always be by your side no matter how imperfect you are. Then you toss and turn on the bed after clearing off your emotions and think rationally again. Then you wake up the next morning feeling refreshed and decide to handle whatever needs handling, rationally.

Because you know someone will be there for you no matter what and that keeps you strong.

Because we are so at ease when in front of each other.

No we are not the same, but we accept our differences.

Kumawo, cingu. heeeeeee... =目

Yan

Last day of 1st year

23/10/2015                    Friday                               Winter-like spring

The end. That's it.
Today marks the last day of class for my first year of DVM. There is nothing dramatic going on inside me, no OMG-it's-finals-I-am-screwed feeling or OMG-i'm-so-happy-it's-over feeling either. Rather, it feels more like ah,-I've-walked-so-far... Looking back, actually I don't even have to look back because those flashbacks of memories pop up into my mind at times without my permission anyway. It feels like yesterday when I would walk out of Wetmore hall and take a deep breath, feeling lucky I made it to Canada. That was my 1st year at U of T and it was 5 years ago.

千里之行始于足下是这样的意思吗。只有开始走才会在回头看时发现已经走了好远，而不是站在原地。是这样的感觉吗？
一种好想给自己一个拥抱然后小声地说...


做得好。

欣 

Officially 24, O.o!

生日快乐cingu,cingu cingu cingu~~~ -- May Tze!
Happy birthday Nyehhhhh!!! -- Xiao Ying
Happy birthday Yan -- Laine bi

happy birthday Kayan -- John Ong
H|a|p|p|y B|i|r|t|h|d|a|y -- Tony San
Happy birthday yo, not pass yet right -- Zi Xin

etc.

miehehehehehee... Because some people can make me jump up and down so easily. Thank you!

24岁的生日，有新朋友的蛋糕和新朋友+旧朋友+家人的祝福。Simple yet happy. Because I actually made it so far... and I am not alone. No, I didn't have to light a candle myself in a dark room. (Not that I intend to do that at all, even if I'm alone.) XD
Thankful to those who cared, no matter near or far...

=)

Much grateful,

Yan